Axl loved me like I loved him 💙 if I was in the room he had to be by me with his head propped up on my leg. It’s been so hard going to bed and waking up without MAMA’S Pookie 😞 | Stacy Heil

❌ My mistake: I used to believe that initiating = penetration.⁣ ⁣ And that if I started something, I had to “finish it.”⁣ ⁣ Because I grew up hearing things like… ⁣ ⁣ “Don’t be a tease.” ⁣ “Don’t make promises you can’t keep.”⁣ “Men only want one thing.”⁣ ⁣ But that led to a fear of touch because I didn’t want to lead him on.⁣ ⁣ It led me to feel dread in my body when they asked if I was in the mood.⁣ ⁣ It made me automatically say “no” and deflect connection.⁣ ⁣ Eventually the growing distance

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